You appear to have been so love starved, so people think but you know better because you're you. You know you better than anyone. They can't figure out why you're still single but you know what you want and you're not settling for less.
Then he comes into your life unexpectedly. You can't say it was love at first but now you like him. You stare at your phone waiting for him to call you. He isn't one to call so you always end up calling him. However when you do you chat for hours and he doesn't want to hang up. It appears he likes you and your woman intuition tells you he does.
Now you find yourself missing him badly. You wish he could call more frequently. You pray willing him to call but the phone doesn't ring the whole day. You send him messages to which you get no response. You're normally an active person but now you find yourself being absent minded. He is all you think of and he is the only one you want to talk to. You've fallen for him or so you think. If you haven't fallen for him, why then do you think of him the whole day? Why do you stare at his picture rather than do something productive? Why do you read over and over again your chat messages? You must love him or so you think.
So I asked you, "what do you love about him? What makes you think you love him?" You couldn't answer for you had no answer. "Well... Well... I mean..." You stuttered. "I think I love how we can talk about anything. He listens to me, he says he likes me."
But let me tell you what I think. I think you are in love with love not him. You want to be loved, you want to feel loved. It has been a while since anyone made you feel so special. You feel you love him but if you're honest with yourself you are only in love with the idea of love.